girls girls girls.. and more girls!! :-/

woah.. realised.

on average lunch out with 2-5 ladies every weekday during work, and then there's good friends, sis, church friends, tnt cell group...
ladies, pretty ladies, fun ladies, cute ladies, down-to-earth friendly ladies, normal ladies, sweet ladies..

..fun to hang out with........

like i'm living in a ladies' world.


but,



( light, silent sigh)

God knows your pain

had trouble concentrating on my revision today (sat), went back to JB, felt so relaxed..

went to Pam's night meeting, she spoke abt crying out to God. went for altar call thereafter, prayed and God's presence fell upon me.

Pam came over for a short while and said, "God knows your pain, release for His redemption".

don't understand at first, but later on think it's probably the worries I had and pain of the past, and released my heart to be fully devoted to Him.

power of the tongue

talked to my best friend. Talked about all my fears n worries. He told me the power of my tongue, my negativity. I've been shown how my negative words can influence him n others.

So..

Need God to wash over me, I must watch my tongue, speak life to myself n others n allow God's specific will in my life for this year to come to fulfillment. =)

Ecclesiastes 2:20

God, please

God... move into my life, take over me, i am dead to myself, live in me.

...... save my friend..

Perplexed

Perplexed:Full of difficulty or confusion or bewilderment
Bewilderment: Confusion resulting from failure to understand

2 Corinthians 4

Presence

God thank you for your presence, thank you that you see my very inner self and accept me as i am, truly as yours, your son, your loved one. I still don't know why these few days i cry everytime i hear you saying that I am your son. But thank you anyway, thank you for my overbearing job, thank you for my awesome loving family, thank you for impressing diligence and perseverance in my life lately, it's very hard, but thank you.

Thank you for giving me talents which i am developing now, thank you for the gift of music, language and deep friendship. Thank you for accounts and taxation.

Thank you for the great people around me, thank you for the people who are away whom i miss, thank you for giving me opportunity to find you as my closest friend whom I can always come to and pour my heart. Help me not be just a blabbering fool but to listen to your heart and importantly, act upon your word.

May today once again be a day for you, a day for your approval and liking, a day for my stretching, a day to be the best for you. Thank you for teaching me to enjoy your every move, in enjoyable times and in times of discipline.

You are a great God, your thoughts are so far above mine I never could have figured out what you're "plotting" now, haha. You are loving, caring, faithful. Qualities which never fade by time. You go all the way to love me, help me to do the same to you.

Thank you for this morning, thank you for the light bird chirping and serene atmosphere. Thank you for my body purchased by your blood, high price, priceless. Thank you for all you are, your grace which i only understand a bit more, your presence which surrounds me.

Change me, Lord. Govern my mind and soul. Tell me how much you went in your passionate pursuit of me. Impress upon me your wisdom, open up my eyes, mind and ears. My heart. I am weak, blur, give up fairly easily, short-sighted, daydreamer and a time-waster. Mold me. Break me and restore me.

Time passes so fast, why ar, father. You know in my heart i like to ask whys, hehe. Help me to let go and live, let go of my daydreaming, my shortsightedness, my ideals and misconceptions about situations, people & you.

Help me believe. In your word, in your truth.

Thank you for music. Thank you for poetry. Thank you for practicality and thank you for artistic visions.

Make me clear my messy desk... ha, i'm soooo lazy to clear it... sian.

k la, i need to work liao, i want to study & be able to understand and absorb more... help. thanks.

i miss you, can u talk to me more today? I feel like a kid in office. I feel very small and sometimes too big. Be my balance, God.

ok, really gotha go.. sigh sigh sigh. hehe. no la, should give thanks always right. but i am really thankful, just that i don't like the discipline stuffs. ha.

You are good.


bye, byee byee.. eh, you're always sneaking up on me, don't have to say bye ever hor. ha.

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.


-Robert Frost

Two butterflies went out at noon

Two butterflies went out at noon
And waltzed above a stream,
Then stepped straight through the firmament
And rested on a beam;

And then together bore away
Upon a shining sea,—
Though never yet, in any port,
Their coming mentioned be.

If spoken by the distant bird,
If met in ether sea
By frigate or by merchantman,
Report was not to me.


-Emily Dickinson

Valentine

Fix you

High up above or down below,
when you're too in love to let it go.
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth.
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.